barren land

i love it here

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

this will be about a slug

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I am below everything.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

wait what is that

send link

kind of mythopoesis


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Worse Lift

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Slug

really i want the internet