I am below everything.

lol

magnetises a pin

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so at the end

isaac

like first name

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

as in

magnetisation/form

your feed looks like my tumblr

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

"Put a blanket."

yeah

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

sorry i am texting like a slav

propensity within someone

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.