It Will Get Lighter

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and the fake qualifier

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

its good short few pages

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but really the thing should be autonomous

ion

"Put a blanket."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i was tempted to lie about my name

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we need to be deconstructing our identities