Better Lift

hiding from the rain

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you have a beautiful account btw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Rain, starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i see a website

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

that looks like my instagram account

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

propensity within someone

is everyoneback on tumblr now

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate