its good

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol yea

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

currently

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

ion

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

not their contents

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

wait what is that