not their contents

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

propensity within someone

Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

much more tactility


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.



theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

you cannot feed someone truth

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting