i have read not even 1 book

what do you mean

its good short few pages

no i haven't really read anything

whats your name?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

i want to do that too

as in

sorry i am texting like a slav

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

ahnaf abrar

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

in a post. I want to be remembered

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Rain, starting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

propensity within someone

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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