was it worth it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i was tempted to lie about my name

all that is to say

not their contents

isaac newton

no like which do people call me

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i really havent

like first name

whats your name?

magnetises a pin

like magnets

so an active mazelike process

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

i love it here


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Today I felt like starting



Rain, starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

13, H, grate