a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

it is hopeful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

was it worth it

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

wait what is that

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.