hiding from the rain

Style

ahnaf abrar

feel you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you mean

and the fake qualifier

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

I Write Goodbye Letter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Thank you, Jack


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


this will be about a slug

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

wait what is that