"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it is hopeful

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

lol yea

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

that looks like my instagram account

propensity within someone

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

its good

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

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i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation/form

whats your name?

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

2 (actually index). two is company

what do you mean

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

lol

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

not their contents

is this you as well

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning