Better Lift

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i understand

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that looks like my instagram account

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no like which do people call me

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

what do you think my name is

abrar?

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

bro i read nothing in my life

13, H, grate

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.


2 (actually index). two is company

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the site i am dreaming

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.