the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
isaac
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
we can only engage in such a way
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
ahnaf abrar
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
its good
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
plato
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
as in