I Write Goodbye Letter
It Will Get Lighter
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
this will be about a slug
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
in a post. I want to be remembered
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
i believe search
always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking
for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity,
a flow of virtue
no like which do people call me
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved
but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT
to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over
it will mean that they can stop it.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
