in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol yea

was it worth it

i love it here

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

have you read

ahnaf abrar

whats your name?

feel you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

2 (actually index). two is company

its good

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


i really havent

December 2025



Picture

I am below everything.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


like first name

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i was tempted to lie about my name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no i haven't really read anything

what do you mean

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it