okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no longer writing in the third person

i see a website

Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


It Will Get Lighter


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

13, H, grate

Worse Lift

Picture

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

as in