you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

idk

as in

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

much more tactility

i have read not even 1 book

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

lol

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is everyoneback on tumblr now

send your tumblr

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

really i want the internet

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

magnetisation/form

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yeah

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

so an active mazelike process

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

your feed looks like my tumblr

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i love it here

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.