no i haven't really read anything

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


brb i will read and reply sincerely

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

in a post. I want to be remembered


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Lift Analysis

Worse Lift

kind of mythopoesis

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.