I am below everything.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


it is hopeful

Better Lift

yes

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt