wait what is that

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"Put a blanket."

bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i want to do that too


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

plato

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

sorry i am texting like a slav

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

fw

this will be about a slug

lol

ion

Rain, starting

division of reality is straying away from it