it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Rain, starting

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

idk

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

magnetisation/form

thank you

its performative

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

your feed looks like my tumblr

plato

isaac newton

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

IWGD

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50