I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

as in

plato

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

and the fake qualifier

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

13, H, grate

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form

lol

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

kind of mythopoesis

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

abrar?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i understand

isaac


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol yea

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24