no longer writing in the third person

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i love it here

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

was it worth it

send link


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books