I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I am below everything.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

you have a beautiful account btw

Thank you, Jack

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amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

i want to do that too

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

that looks like my instagram account

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason