I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yes

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

as in

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

its good


is this you as well

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

idk

magnetisation/form

feel you

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name