it is hopeful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like magnets

its good

...

its good

whats your name?

abrar?

like first name

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i really havent

what do you mean

sorry i am texting like a slav

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

have you read

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Thank you, Jack

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.