She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

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my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

yeah

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

god being the centre magnet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

no i haven't really read anything

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i love it here

no like which do people call me

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate



i see a website

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people