i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but i respect your search

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

Worse Lift

IWGD

currently

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I am below everything.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.