no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

Lift Analysis

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i love it here

so at the end

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

idk

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

sorry i am texting like a slav

you cannot feed someone truth

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

god being the centre magnet

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its good

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate