it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its good

abrar?

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

really i want the internet

propensity within someone

but really the thing should be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no like which do people call me

i was tempted to lie about my name

not their contents

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

is this you as well

division of reality is straying away from it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love it here

as in