abrar?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

as in

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Thank you, Jack

Better Lift

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

but really the thing should be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Can I see

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.