After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I am below everything.


It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Rain, starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

currently

Picture

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Style

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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its good short few pages

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

your feed looks like my tumblr

what do you mean