Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

hiding from the rain

no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Can I see

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i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die. 

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

IWGD

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt