and the fake qualifier
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so an active mazelike process
autonomy of learning
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
we can only engage in such a way
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
division of reality is straying away from it
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
much more tactility
Thank you, Jack
all that is to say
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
kind of mythopoesis
magnetisation/form
i see a website
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
you have a beautiful account btw
but i respect your search
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
but really the thing should be autonomous
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever