Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

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its performative

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

division of reality is straying away from it

not their contents

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

all that is to say

have you read

i understand

i was tempted to lie about my name

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

much more tactility

yeah

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

plato

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation