autonomy of learning

is this you as well

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so an active mazelike process

i love it here

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

lol yea

i really havent

plato

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

lol

that looks like my instagram account

bro i read nothing in my life

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

feel you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

magnetisation/form

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I Write Goodbye Letter

...

no like which do people call me

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

send your tumblr

Thank you, Jack

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

its performative

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

or never left

so at the end