i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

really i want the internet

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
"Put a blanket."

IWGD

Thank you, Jack

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

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we need to be deconstructing our identities

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

its good

i want to do that too

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

idk

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

you have a beautiful account btw

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

and the fake qualifier

I Write Goodbye Letter

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls