Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac newton

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no i haven't really read anything

its good

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging