a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
i am quite confused, not quite getting the
idea of it
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful