i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

and the fake qualifier

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

your feed looks like my tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

December 2025

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate 


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lol

division of reality is straying away from it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we can only engage in such a way

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

was it worth it

wait what is that

yeah

Can I see