isaac newton

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf abrar

what do you mean

was it worth it

god being the centre magnet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

isaac

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i want to do that too

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i dont understand magnetisation

December 2025

...

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

bro i read nothing in my life

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I Write Goodbye Letter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

no like which do people call me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people