bro i read nothing in my life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

I Write Goodbye Letter

not so on: yvf(wthw)

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

hello reader,

its performative

Style

Worse Lift

...

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

currently

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i was tempted to lie about my name

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

abrar?