I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.



all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i love it here

like first name

sorry i am texting like a slav

much more tactility

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

isaac

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i dont understand magnetisation

not their contents

thank you

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

what do you mean

i understand

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

whats your name?

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.