Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

really i want the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it is hopeful

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i see a website

yes

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It's

dusk

no longer writing in the third person

plato

feel you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

god being the centre magnet

no i haven't really read anything