She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

that looks like my instagram account

send your tumblr

sorry i am texting like a slav

plato

i have read not even 1 book

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

feel you

is this you as well

idk

whats your name?

its good short few pages

god being the centre magnet

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like magnets

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse