okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its performative
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
fw
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
ahnaf abrar
no i haven't really read anything
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
or never left
currently
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
and the fake qualifier
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it is hopeful
lol yea
not their contents
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
you cannot feed someone truth