there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
you cannot feed someone truth
send your tumblr
i really havent
god being the centre magnet
December 2025
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
much more tactility
its good
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its performative
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i was tempted to lie about my name
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
feel you
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
is this you as well
barren land
"Put a blanket."