2 (actually index). two is company

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

not their contents

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Style

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you cannot feed someone truth

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Lift Analysis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

IWGD

it is hopeful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

13, H, grate



all that is to say

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me