all that is to say

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i understand

so an active mazelike process

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i want to do that too

its good short few pages

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

yeah

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

not their contents

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf abrar

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

as in

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

is this you as well

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

no like which do people call me