lol

much more tactility

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I Write Goodbye Letter

i love it here

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

autonomy of learning

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

as in

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we need to be deconstructing our identities

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

so an active mazelike process


...

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone truth

no like which do people call me

magnetisation/form

i want to do that too

wait what is that

like first name

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

division of reality is straying away from it